For those of you not familiar with military time, that means 12:13 am. It's the time that was posted on my oven this morning the first time I got up with E. For some unknown reason he has started waking up at that time the past few nights with this most God awful whining. He isn't even crying. It truly is a horrible whine and if he were awake and it was the middle of the day I would just ignore it. Because E doesn't get attention for the fake crap. That's pretty much the only thing I really stick to as far as being firm with him goes.
So I get up at 00:13 make a small bottle, he takes a few gulps, goes back to sleep.
An hour later, same thing.
An hour and a half later, same thing.
I've tried letting him just fall back asleep but he just won't. Plus, he's already in our bed.
I've rubbed his back, held him, changed his diaper.
But give him a tablespoon of milk in a bottle and he's good to go. He won't take any more that that.
Eli is 14 months old. This HAS to stop and I don't know why he's doing it. He isn't hot, he isn't cold. It started when Daniel got back from Germany this past time. He had been sleeping from 7 pm to 7 or 8 am.
We are trying to decide what we are going to do about the bedroom situation for the boys. Daniel would like to have it decided before he leaves in a couple weeks so that it's done and I won't have to deal with it on my own. Such a good man. I have a feeling that if we get E a twin bed he would be more likely to sleep in it since we could actually lay him in it and if he woke up in the process I could just lay with him. I just feel like he's too young though? I don't want to rush him growing up just because we are having another baby.
I just can NOT take this whole up and down this 5 or 6 times during my last 6 or 7 hours of sleep for the night. I have a feeling it has something to do with his going to bed to early but it is impossible to keep him up past 7:30!
By the way, did you notice I said Daniel is leaving in a couple of weeks? I knew it would be before the end of the month, but it's actually about a week sooner than I thought it would be. We get the keys to the house next Monday and move in on Tuesday and he is only going to have a few days to enjoy living on base, which I'm sure he's going to be hanging pictures and hooking up the TV and other electronics for us. Thankfully today he is finishing up his out-processing and he will have the rest of the week off.
I'm trying to plan something for us to do, but I know if we do something fun then time will FLY by. I'd rather sit and stare and have it go by slow. But then I know we would regret not doing anything during his time off.
Ugh, now that I'm thinking about him leaving I'm thinking about how Eli is going to handle it. It is what makes me most sad about the whole situation. Eli's "dah" is his whole world. I'm important sometimes, but no one trumps Dah. Last Friday morning when we woke up and was clapping and singing about daddy coming home today. I swear, for the rest of the day Eli walking around the house clapping and singing Dah, Dah, Dah, Dah. He knew exactly what I meant and he was excited too. Daniel came in that evening after E was in bed and the next morning he woke up and realized his Dah was in bed next to him. He hugged him and jumped on him and talked to him forever. It was so sweet.
{E loving on his Dah}
6 months. 6 whole months I will have to look at Eli and even though he may be happy, I will know that he could be so much happier. I will know that playing cars with me isn't as fun and that Dah's boots are way better for hiding toys. But they will be far, far away. This isn't just about Daniel and I any more. It was a whole lot easier when it was. Just pray for Eli and Daniel. This is going to be so much harder for them than it will for me.
I read
this posted on someone's Facebook yesterday... Some of them I've thought, other's were just a little too much. I knew what I was getting into when I married Daniel and I understand that not everyone "gets it." But SOME people really do say dumb things sometimes... but don't we all?